You wouldn’t do the same for me.
I think Dean’s soul would be very small, but very bright. I think it would flare up in response to touch and explode like dropping one of the stronger group one elements in water. I think it would have had chunks taken out of it and given to other people’s, half of himself missing for Sam, another part for his mother, more for every random person that he’s given a little bit of himself for.
But he would still blaze so brightly, his soul trying just as hard to shine as much as someone who was whole. Depending on who was touching him, it would pulse with love or wrath or pride at being seen, at being looked at with awe and wonder and love.
Dean’s soul would be absolutely beautiful, and precious and clear, cut down like a diamond into a strict shape but all the more beautiful and desirable because of it. And beneath that would be where it’s raw, instinctual and young and full of the righteous spirit that the Angels thought so strong that they named him theirs.
You don’t think you deserved to be saved.
oh, sweetheart put the bottle down // you’ve got too much talent // i see you through those bloodshot eyes // there’s a cure, you’ve found it
dean winchester meme [5/5] quotes
You know when we were little, you couldn’t have been more than five, you started asking me questions. Like, how come we didn’t have a mom? Why we always have to move around? Where’d dad go? When he’d take off for days at a time. I remember I begged you to quit asking, Sammy, you don’t want to know. I just wanted you to be a kid, just a little while longer. I was trying to protect you, keep you safe. Dad didn’t even have to tell me, it was just always my responsibility. It was like I had one job. I had one job and I screwed it up. I blew it and for that I am sorry. I guess that’s what I do, I let down the people I love. I let dad down. And now, I guess I’m supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do, Sammy? What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do?“